Things are quieter around the house; but I still have this underlying fear that something bad is on the eminent horizon. I haven't posted much because even though I'm able to relieve some of the anxiety and fear that seems to be welling up inside me, I sometimes feel that I'm putting out too much of a negative vibe...but, tonight I had to blog. I can't sleep and I not only worry for my daughter but wonder how much stress can I take before my own health and sanity begin to decline.
I am still trying to talk her into seeking counseling and medical attention. I am more sure than ever that she is extremely tormented, that there is a mental problem and that it is only going to get worse with time. My gut feeling is that if she doesn't get help this is only going to end with a jail sentence or death. Although I don't feel threatened or fear for my own safety, I do believe that she could snap and is very capable of hurting someone else. Especially is she feels that person has wronged her. If you are out there reading this, please send your thoughts and prayers my way. This granny needs strength and wisdom and maybe even a miracle. I desperately want my daughter back!
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